Stream Blog Mario Salieri [RPF / Football] - 3 for Sarah

LXC Ryan doesn’t really trust people. His mum, his dog, some other special people –best friends or family. He can count these people on one hand, and every person on that hand have worked to be in his trust circle. Except for Gary. When Ryan met Gary he met a guy who broke his defenses and made a hole into his heart. A hole that Gary himself occupied with a smile and a pair of bright eyes. Gary was, and is, totally different. Gary, who has changed his life, his way of looking everything, his way of trusting people.  
Gary, who has changed even his blankets. Because now there are two types of people to Ryan:

1. Gary.
2. Everyone else. How can he explain it? He can’t. That’s it. When Ryan looks into Gary’s eyes he knows that he can trust him. He feels the calm and a special warmth inside his stomach. And he can’t help it: he smiles back at Gary, even grins sometimes. Ryan knows that he would trust Gary even his own life. His own and entire life, and just to Gary.
* Gary has never needed anyone’s approval. Anyone’s help. Anyone’s trust. He doesn’t need it. He has never needed anyone’s words or confidence, or anyone’s arms around his waist, giving him strength. I've Never Need Anyone's eyes. I've never Look Into Anyone's eyes looking for approval ". But There's always a first time.

And

met Gary Ryan - like in a romantic film from the '90s.

He Needs it Now. He Needs Ryan's approval ". He Needs Ryan's words. That He Needs nervous and shy guy, So Different from him in That aspect. It's Ryan's nervous way of smiling When I have a camera in front of him, and the way Ryan looks for Gary That's confidence. Gary Gives it to him with pleasure, Gary Ryan back and smiles at His Eyes Meet the nervous little ones. Gary Needs It & NDASh; Giving Ryan Some protection.

I've Always Been an extroverted guy. But He Does not Know if I likes it - the Necessity. I've met lots of people. But never in the way I've met Ryan. Never so deeply. He Makes Ryan Believe That He Needs Gary, But Actually it is Who Needs Gary Ryan.

Pairing: Michael Owen / Joe Cole Title:

Another Call, Another Plane

"Will you call me? "Mikey Asked, Trying Not to show emotion in historical Any special face.

“I will try to…” Joe answered trying to keep his face serious, his mood insensitive.

“Joe…” Mikey almost begs, trying not to look at Joe “Please”.

“… Mikey, no…” Joe begs, too. He doesn’t want to face it. He doesn’t want to face Mikey’s eyes, his expression, him being so far from him. But Mikey can’t understand it.

They are on the plane: another goodbye, another “see you the next premier match that facesus. They Are on the plane after weeks of first cuddling, kissing Then, and finally fucking like animals They Could Every Moment.

"... 'Mikey, no' what?" The man ASKs "No what, Joe? Tell me. "Michael waits for Joe's answer, But it never comes, so I continued speaking. "... Okay. That WAS all for you. Fucking me. Was That Really all? Thanks, Joey. "The Flight Attendants inform Them That They Are Arriving in London When Joe is Trying to answer. "... No, Joe. Everything now is so Obvious. "

Days Later, They Still Have not spoke that end. About that way of resolving it.

That animal way of resolving the interaction.

 

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